Thursday, December 24, 2009
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what we could have been, 8:22 PM.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
i know i've been selfish.
i know i've been unreasonable.
i know i've been losing my temper every now & then.
i know i've been making our life difficult & miserable.
i know i've never thought of ur feelings.
i know everyting have become meaningless now,
i know sometings wun change, and it will never change
i know i shldnt have expect much from u, bcos in the end all i get was nothing but disappointments.
i know i shldnt have avoid.
but now, avoiding everyting that i could ish wad i can do now.
bcos ...
u'll nvr understand how i felt.
u'll nvr know hw hurt i was.
u'll nvr know hw dishearted i felt.
u'll nvr know hw tired i felt.
u'll nvr know wad i want.
just lyk i'll nvr know how u felt & wad u want.
its scary when u realise the person u always tout u understand suddenly turn out to be the someone u nvr understand.
i know i've been unreasonable.
i know i've been losing my temper every now & then.
i know i've been making our life difficult & miserable.
i know i've never thought of ur feelings.
i know everyting have become meaningless now,
i know sometings wun change, and it will never change
i know i shldnt have expect much from u, bcos in the end all i get was nothing but disappointments.
i know i shldnt have avoid.
but now, avoiding everyting that i could ish wad i can do now.
bcos ...
u'll nvr understand how i felt.
u'll nvr know hw hurt i was.
u'll nvr know hw dishearted i felt.
u'll nvr know hw tired i felt.
u'll nvr know wad i want.
just lyk i'll nvr know how u felt & wad u want.
its scary when u realise the person u always tout u understand suddenly turn out to be the someone u nvr understand.
what we could have been, 10:10 AM.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
came across a blog and i saw this post.
thou its quite meaningful but its hard to achieve, isnt it?
sometings are easier said than done.
how to be a better couple - 10steps to enjoying each other better.
1) be realistic about each other.
dont try to turn ur partner into someting he or she is not. let's face it, guys - there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she had had her implants removed! give ur gal a break & understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with e help of a few facials or treatments. and ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like. chill out, love each other for what you are. there is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.
2) always talk things out.
now guys, i know tis is not ur fave pasttime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? this works with e gals. dont make assumptions abt each other's feelings. learn to express urself better so that ur partner understands wad u're angry abt, or hurt abt, or even happy abt! when u stop toking to each other frm e heart, its the beginning of the end.
3) do stuff tgt.
mk an effort to do tings tgt. do some sports or involve yourselves in some shared activities; someting both of u enjoy or are interested in. it could be as simple as watching movies tgt, or just strolling hand-in-hand down orchard road. watch soccer w him once in a while thou the green patch on TV puts u to slp in 3secs. and guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest tat she go out w her girlfriends for 'tat sort of activities' instead. if u're spending more tyme with ur friends rather than with ur partner, its a warning that u're drifting apart.
4) meet each other halfway.
if he agrees to throw that rotten t-shirt w e 'the rock' print, u shldnt kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy. there's gotten be a little giving & taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.
5) show ur love.
buy her flowers or candy or perfume every now & then, even if u have been tgt for 5yrs. its wonderful to continue showing someone tat u care for him/her. cook him a special meal, paint him a valentine's day card. knit him mini-socks he cant wear, buy him a packet of milk for breakfast or pack his wardrobe for him. so he knows u can still be romantic & loving despite having been tgt for quite a while.
6) respect each other.
stop making jokes abt her hair or skin, or wadever it is u love to laugh at. ask urself if she tinks if its funny. and if he has an inferiority complex abt his height, stop ogling at tall guys and mk him feel worse. love is abt respecting each other's feelings & being sensitive to each other at all times.
7) bury e past.
stop bringing up e past. gals - dun bring up e happy tings abt u & ur ex to ur guy, it would just make him jealous or unhappy. and guys, dun talk abt e happy times that u had with ur ex or mention abt her in ur every other sentence as it would mk ur gf feel unhappy & she might tink tat u saying all this bcos u're gonna get back w ur ex or not interested in her anymore.
8) sit on ur jealousy.
all of us go thru spell of insecurity at e beginning of e relationship, but dont translate that insecurity into jealousy. if u're gonna go thru ur partner's mail & cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u now someting is wrong w u. jealousy is lyk a poison tat slowly spreads thru e relationship before finally killing it. trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.
9) keep ur commitments to each other.
if ur partner is standing u up all e tyme & cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! if u're in a relationship, mk ur partner ur priority & dun disappoint them if u can help it. its realli terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. dont mk promises u cant kip! if ur partner starts to feel tat he/she is not impt enough to u, u may just lose him/her.
10) be honest.
honesty is not scowling at hw awful she looks 1st ting in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly! when we say 'be honest', we mean expressing ur feeling clearly, nt being bitingly cruel. when u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. if u cant be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? love is also abt honesty & a relationship whr no honesty exists probably isnt worth it!
thou its quite meaningful but its hard to achieve, isnt it?
sometings are easier said than done.
how to be a better couple - 10steps to enjoying each other better.
1) be realistic about each other.
dont try to turn ur partner into someting he or she is not. let's face it, guys - there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she had had her implants removed! give ur gal a break & understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with e help of a few facials or treatments. and ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like. chill out, love each other for what you are. there is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.
2) always talk things out.
now guys, i know tis is not ur fave pasttime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? this works with e gals. dont make assumptions abt each other's feelings. learn to express urself better so that ur partner understands wad u're angry abt, or hurt abt, or even happy abt! when u stop toking to each other frm e heart, its the beginning of the end.
3) do stuff tgt.
mk an effort to do tings tgt. do some sports or involve yourselves in some shared activities; someting both of u enjoy or are interested in. it could be as simple as watching movies tgt, or just strolling hand-in-hand down orchard road. watch soccer w him once in a while thou the green patch on TV puts u to slp in 3secs. and guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest tat she go out w her girlfriends for 'tat sort of activities' instead. if u're spending more tyme with ur friends rather than with ur partner, its a warning that u're drifting apart.
4) meet each other halfway.
if he agrees to throw that rotten t-shirt w e 'the rock' print, u shldnt kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy. there's gotten be a little giving & taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.
5) show ur love.
buy her flowers or candy or perfume every now & then, even if u have been tgt for 5yrs. its wonderful to continue showing someone tat u care for him/her. cook him a special meal, paint him a valentine's day card. knit him mini-socks he cant wear, buy him a packet of milk for breakfast or pack his wardrobe for him. so he knows u can still be romantic & loving despite having been tgt for quite a while.
6) respect each other.
stop making jokes abt her hair or skin, or wadever it is u love to laugh at. ask urself if she tinks if its funny. and if he has an inferiority complex abt his height, stop ogling at tall guys and mk him feel worse. love is abt respecting each other's feelings & being sensitive to each other at all times.
7) bury e past.
stop bringing up e past. gals - dun bring up e happy tings abt u & ur ex to ur guy, it would just make him jealous or unhappy. and guys, dun talk abt e happy times that u had with ur ex or mention abt her in ur every other sentence as it would mk ur gf feel unhappy & she might tink tat u saying all this bcos u're gonna get back w ur ex or not interested in her anymore.
8) sit on ur jealousy.
all of us go thru spell of insecurity at e beginning of e relationship, but dont translate that insecurity into jealousy. if u're gonna go thru ur partner's mail & cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u now someting is wrong w u. jealousy is lyk a poison tat slowly spreads thru e relationship before finally killing it. trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.
9) keep ur commitments to each other.
if ur partner is standing u up all e tyme & cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! if u're in a relationship, mk ur partner ur priority & dun disappoint them if u can help it. its realli terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. dont mk promises u cant kip! if ur partner starts to feel tat he/she is not impt enough to u, u may just lose him/her.
10) be honest.
honesty is not scowling at hw awful she looks 1st ting in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly! when we say 'be honest', we mean expressing ur feeling clearly, nt being bitingly cruel. when u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. if u cant be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? love is also abt honesty & a relationship whr no honesty exists probably isnt worth it!
what we could have been, 12:08 PM.
